i miss her .

I.

i miss the girl
who didn’t miss a single episode of drama on TVB for the world
who stuck up glossy posters of Bosco inside her locker
who let me print all the names of her beaus and crushes on her arm with sparkly rainbow pens
who bet money with me on all of our yearly exams
who laughed at life, and with life
who helped me hack into a friend’s email account just for fun
who bought me a wallet from japan for my fourteenth birthday
who loved me for who i truly was, and was sincere about it
who i shared some of the happiest moments of my life with.

II.

i miss her i miss her i miss her.

III.

if only she could see
the whirlwind of destruction
and pain and ruin
she’s become.